{"id":7863,"date":"2023-09-18T06:05:18","date_gmt":"2023-09-18T06:05:18","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/nordinabubakar.com\/?p=7863"},"modified":"2023-09-18T06:05:18","modified_gmt":"2023-09-18T06:05:18","slug":"lost-behind-the-shades-of-life","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/nordinabubakar.com\/index.php\/2023\/09\/18\/lost-behind-the-shades-of-life\/","title":{"rendered":"Lost behind the shades of life"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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I wandered to the past
Looking at my imperfect life
The wind greeted my cheeks, cold
Needed to run away but could not
Stuck in this shitty lane
Led to failure and despair
I swallowed the bitterness
Tasted the failure
Again and again
As hope turns into hopelessness
And sweet dreams turn into nightmares
I was numb \u2026..
No more tears to wash the pains
I hated the rains, the wind and the sad sky
But again \u2026..
They were always there
As if to accompany my pain and despair
To heal this beaten soul
To face brutal uncertainty at the horizon<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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I walked the slippery wet road before
Falling and tumbling with the wind
Trying to catch the shining star
Like a fool no one believed in
But I persevered\u2026..
Waded through impossibilities
Pulling and putting my tired feet
Towards a destination that \u2026
My hearts wanted to be<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Over the endless meadows
I saw a tiny light
That maybe was there for me
I ran for it
With the rain, the wind and the sad sky
But it was not there for me\u2026\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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I wish you to go away
To let the sun come this way
Warm the land and heal the sky
But it lost behind the clouds
Just like this poor soul
Lost behind the shades of life<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Abah—-on the motorways——London,England—-<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I wandered to the pastLooking at my imperfect lifeThe wind greeted my cheeks, coldNeeded to run away but could notStuck in this shitty laneLed to failure and despairI swallowed the bitternessTasted the failureAgain and againAs hope turns into hopelessnessAnd sweet dreams turn into nightmaresI was numb \u2026..No more tears to wash the painsI hated the …<\/p>\n<\/div>","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":"","_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/nordinabubakar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7863"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/nordinabubakar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/nordinabubakar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nordinabubakar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nordinabubakar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7863"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/nordinabubakar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7863\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7869,"href":"https:\/\/nordinabubakar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7863\/revisions\/7869"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/nordinabubakar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7863"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nordinabubakar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7863"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nordinabubakar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7863"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}